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I'm not strong enough Michael. My lucid moments are lesser and farther apart. It is becoming so clear that it just isn't worth anything. I don't want to fight. I don't want to keep wandering till death finds me. There is no point

I remember days like you would dreams. Bits and pieces of Monday and Sunday or none of Tuesday or this morning

Medication and my mind arnt waring for power anymore. But now have made a peace treaty with the dream demons. My life force is no longer contained within my body, but floating around me

They are slowly syphoning the air from my lungs and the electricity from my brain

I am a battery of emotions powering the machine for the end of man kind

I am thrashing in the air and drowning in the water I am reaching up to earth I am reaching down to earth trying to find something someone to ground me to anchor me to the earth but I am still sinking still floating up up down down

My fear of the inside of buildings makes it so I do not use money for alcohol but I want to drown in those bottles so bad but my fear keeps me in bed. And the money goes to the companies who house me and my floating sinking balloon

You want me to post it there so you don't have to hear the incessant screaming or see the thrashing of the     convulsing dying animal. I understand. It is selfish to force anyone to watch it. It is evil

So sorry so sorry


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Sage Yamaya Gold
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Family life was hard.
My love has been abused.
I have been beaten and I have been bruised.
My body has been violated and mutilated.
But I have come out of it all,
Enveloped in a light warm.
The Holy Mother has blessed me with new eyes.
She has heard my cries and had rewarded me for my pain.

My new-found power is for me,
And those who come for help.
Everyday is beautiful and I see it so.
Even when depression pulls me into its dark waters,
I shall never loose sight of my light.
The light that comes with-in and from the love are around me.

My world is a little different then others.
But I will give you glimpses into it.
Open your eyes and your heart,
And see the world anew.

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Krystalle17 Sep 20, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Aurum17 Aug 27, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Wings-of-Sapphire Jun 28, 2012  Student General Artist
Hi again! :D Thanks for faving "I Think To Myself"! I really, truly appreciate it! :iconmichaeljacksonsmile::iconkingofpopplz:
Wings-of-Sapphire Jun 25, 2012  Student General Artist
Thanks for faving "The Light"! I truly appreciate it! :iconmichaeljacksonsmile::iconkingofpopplz:
sagemgold123 Jun 26, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
i too wrote a poem for him called "Angel on Earth" please go take a look and let me know what you think!

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