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Julie Kalaya MoonChild

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As Intended by sagemgold123, literature

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As Intended

I would rather live as native, natural and free, as nature intended. I would rather live as nymph, secret and mysterious, a sage and magical creature. I would rather live as earth child, to take part and care for my Earth Mother, as She intended. I would rather live, as nature intended. I would rather be, as She intended. But now I breath, as He is said to intend. But now I am trapped, as He is said to intend. Here I struggle, to live in this world He is said to intend. I cannot live, as He is said to intend. I am dying, in this society, He is said to intend. I was made to be as native, as nymph, as earth child, as my Soul was intended.

To My Little Brother by sagemgold123, literature

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To My Little Brother

To My Brother I have hurt you. I have yelled at you. I have hated you. But negative reactions are never due. My heart aches because of what I have done to you. I know now through living, That none of that was right. The very thought of losing you, Keeps me up at night. We have lied. We have stolen. We have screamed. And we have hit. But please know that even then, I loved you a little bit. We were scared and angry. We both started to fight. Making the pain worse and worse, Every single night. But then there are the good times, That light up in the bad. I remember all the laughter, And the fun times that we had. I know

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About sagemgold123

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

Sep 3, 1990
Canada
Deviant for 18 years
She / Her

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Family life was hard.
My love has been abused.
I have been beaten and I have been bruised.
My body has been violated and mutilated.
But I have come out of it all,
Enveloped in a light warm.
The Holy Mother has blessed me with new eyes.
She has heard my cries and had rewarded me for my pain.

My new-found power is for me,
And those who come for help.
Everyday is beautiful and I see it so.
Even when depression pulls me into its dark waters,
I shall never loose sight of my light.
The light that comes with-in and from the love are around me.

My world is a little different then others.
But I will give you glimpses into it.
Open your eyes and your heart,
And see the world anew.

Favourite Visual Artist

Jessica Galbreth

Favourite Movies

Interveiw with the Vampire, Harry Potter

Favourite TV Shows

The Big Bang Theory, How I Met Your Mother

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Tokio Hotel, Evanescence, Panic! At the Disco

Favourite Books

Sylvia Brown

Favourite Writers

Edger Allen Poe

Favourite Games

Twister, The Sims 3

Tools of the Trade

Eyes of Mother Nature, my heart and the ones I love

Other Interests

faiths, music, Anime ,poetry, drawing,animals

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sagemgold123

Jul 26, 2016

Here, there.. No Where at All

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I Don't spend too much time here or anywhere anymore.. But I paint sometimes.. if you are interested or just want to contact me, I have a facebook page for that.. https://www.facebook.com/juliekartwork/ You can like it, if you like what I do.. So, yea... Thanks

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sagemgold123

May 14, 2014

Painting and Being Awesome

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So last year everyone I loved and did everything for ditched me and left me to die. It is cool, I have been in and out of the hospital, almost died a few times, and I discovered that I am too awesome to waste time missing self obsessed people. Ok, I got that out of my system. On to the awesome So I paint now! I am going to post some pics. Later haters! J. P.S.: here is my youtube channel, check it out if you like ^^ https://www.youtube.com/user/tigers2/videos

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Oct 27, 2013

Who am I rambling to

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I'm not strong enough Michael. My lucid moments are lesser and farther apart. It is becoming so clear that it just isn't worth anything. I don't want to fight. I don't want to keep wandering till death finds me. There is no point I remember days like you would dreams. Bits and pieces of Monday and Sunday or none of Tuesday or this morning Medication and my mind arnt waring for power anymore. But now have made a peace treaty with the dream demons. My life force is no longer contained within my body, but floating around me They are slowly syphoning the air from my lungs and the electricity from my brain I am a battery of emotions powering t